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REMEMBER THE MONEY

It’s like the money and the lack of it that makes me feel unreal and hopeless. Remember the days of feeling remembered, the days when the snow fell and everything was what it was supposed to be the days where bike riding through the night was for a lover and not just for nothing as my mind and its chemicals make me feel as though I am a boat anchored to the seafloor it is then when I explore options it is then when I realize these options are forced for sure I have remorse when my decisions fade off course and of course my words are spoken through ignorance and lack of value shame on me for not being stronger how much longer will it take for this image to appear for the world to see and for me to be the reason why so many lives are different in a good way in a positive way in a not negative way for I have to say that these nights where my mind swirls in circles where my mind has no bounds I lay listening to the sounds I use to inhale through my virgin throat and I am left to promote for my creations that many fail to sail their minds through but it’s you I cannot stop I cannot stop I cannot stop thinking of you are so beautiful and innocent so pure and refreshing with eyes that reflect only good memories and a smile that penetrates a soothing touch through my body and mind the kind that we all search for I hope sincerely this is not another let down another misunderstanding oh you are so beautiful and I can’t stop I can’t stop yes thinking of you why can’t I say this without feeling like this is strange and dramatic you make me panic with anticipation and with exhilaration I proceed to the next step which is hard for me but I believe you are worth whatever hardships might come my mind my mind my mind won’t stop formulating positive thoughts of you and what we could be and what we should be I feel this working as I drift back into the doubt of maybe not oh I’m sick of trying so hard and finding nothing but empty bottles and notes reminding me of bills I have to pay oh the day the day where I could say whatever was on my mind and I search just to not find that day but throughout my soul floating there somewhere is the moments that will reveal myself and what it is I stand for what it is I’m here for because it makes little sense to me to go through this just for nothing to show for it except for guilt and a tattered form I hear a storm coming not in reality but rather in my veins leading to nervousness and detachment I shall not name names but I struggle to except certain figures and it figures that I have to understand them because yes we are all the same this game is not about shame for it is about peace love and all of the above I push and you shove you win I lose I settle and you choose remember that moment I looked at you you looked at me through the chain link fence and you told me about my bright blue eyes I never had that feeling since and I would love for a similar moment soon so I can rise from my room get out into the world without being afraid of failure violence and people as a whole are scary but individually without any influence or experience are far more lovely then one could ever know oh the days in the snow and not cocaine because that is the devil and I don’t affiliate with the devil since he is not my friend or close to it but the snow when it fell and I opened my mouth to let the flakes melt into moments of happiness as she looked at me and smiled then we wrestled like lovers searching for love oh did I love her she made me happy and she kept me distracted from all the responsibility and crap that piles up I hope she is perfectly happy wherever she is right now oh but it’s this new girl perhaps what one might refer to as an angel that I believe can steer me in the right direction and give me motivation and keep inside me anticipation I see this one day it is us on vacation laying under the stars with a cool breeze and my arms around her body nothing else but heart beat and blood flow nothing to prove and nothing to show and yes I believe this Is how it will go  as the brainwash I received did not clean to tell between within and out has finally caught me a busy head slowly proceeding to waste a once simple dream becoming more of a nightmare for those who take the risks are the real humans for those who give in are tremendously mistaken oh why is it me why am I becoming tremendously mistaken I'd rather be a man without a home than a man with a home and a defeated soul and wasted purpose try me once more for I am ignorant I am naive I am less than God let my thoughts tell you that you are as well it's like your first love you think you will marry them you think it is them you will spend the rest of your existence with and it’s like this that I shall compare a passion to you live it until it dissolves

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